Compilation of posts: Sept 21- Oct 5

yea. my birthday was yesterday (the 4th) and i dont feel any older. thats alright tho. i spent the last week in NJ. that was refreshing. nice crisp air up there. lots of trees. ha. saw alot of friends that i hadnt seen in almost a year. saw alot of friends that went away for college. had a good time. partied a good part of the time. im glad im home. i got a tattoo. it was an interesting night. This weekend a bunch of us were all shitty and we rolled up into "A1 tattoos" sounds credible right? we woke up the next morning with lips pierced and tattoos. ha. nothing else really exciting.. hm… got a chance to see some really good illegal street racing in philidelphia. that was pretty exciting i suppose. yup. thats about it.

ohh.. and on the way to the airport this morning i accidently deleted allll the pictures of my trip from my digital camera. how FRIGGEN BAD DOES THAT SUCK. i feel sick.

We’re singing I believe that lovers should be chained together
And thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
And left there to burn
Left there to burn in their arrogance

But as for me I’m coming to my final failure
I’ve killed myself with changes trying to make things better
But I ended up becoming something other than what I had planned to be

Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
And layed entwined together on a bed of clover
And left there to sleep
Left there to dream of their happiness

you  can’t out run life. and you can out run its sick cruelity. Ive realized this long ago and its not something that i can every get over. whenever you are holding yourself up you’ve got a thousand other things pulling you down. lifes not fair. you cant outrun the devastation. pray hard.

A poll:

 

Who likes this music?

Heres what ive been up to:

So yea… ive been doing alot of working. making some change. its ok tho. I feel productive when i work And im not spending money. so its definately not bad.

Ive been in the gym alot. Im eating more than anyone i know at the moment. um… eager to start serious training. I’ve recently been eating only organic foods. no icky hormones or Antibiotics to poison me. yay. i’d like to say that i feel very healthy. its pretty amazing. I stopped all that partying junk i was doing all summer. i dont know what i was thinking.

oOo incase you didnt already know Elliot Smith is friggen amazing. Also…if your a fan of him… and you havent already… dabble with some Bob Dylan. CLASSIC. god hes good.

Not like i have time for one of those… what do you call them? girlfriends? but sometimes it just gets lonely being by yourself. looking forward to that girl that catches my eye and my heart 😉