Month: November 2005

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

my head hurts.
Current mood: drunk
ugh. my head hurts. i need to chill out. you hear me? lemme chill.
2:25 AM

Friday, December 02, 2005

resort.

we drank the biggest bottle of yeager they had to offer. we were rockstars. we were drunk. we went to the resort. we continued to drink until we saw stars. we danced with the stars. we got it on with all the beautiful women. four hours later we called it a night. i woke up on the floor of my kitchen.
12:50 PM

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

shower. fresh.

i was in the shower and i was like wow. i make alot of mistakes. no big deal as long as i learn from my mistakes. and i was like whoa. the more mistakes i make the more i’ll learn. thats a nice concept. but im not convinced its flawless.

on another note. people need to look fresh. get fresh.
3:46 PM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

bugs in my shoes
alright. i love this weather. my fingers and hands are all dried up and what not. i get to where multiple layers. woo. my parents are 1100 miles away while i spend thanksgiving otherwise alone. friends are great. i realized animals are super high mantainence. buttt… music is really good. um. being alone for a week isnt so bad.

i wish the leaves were falling. that would be real nice. a nice coat of snow would also be great. buuuttt its florida and those little things no longer exist. being 19 is a pretty random age. you get no additional responsibilities, no one takes you seriously, everyone expects you to be an adult, etc., its great.

8:44 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

alright,
alright so today i started off feeling restless. and than it grew. so im gonna just type: FUCK
9:28 AM

Monday, November 21, 2005

right said fred. too sexy.
bunch of guys get drunk, strip off thier clothes and sing “im too sexy” infront of a bar for karioke night. i happened to be apart of the choas. it was cool. after i somehow order forty dollars worth of sushi, the night was not over. oh no. time to down the rest of a bottle, and top it off with some blunt tokeage. my world was udderly unrecognizeable. i was watching as people in their drunkeness attempted to disassemble my jeep. removing the doors, and the top , and whatever else against my drunk wishes. eh. to say the least i dont know how i made it home that night
Currently listening:
Gutter Phenomenon
By Every Time I Die
Release date: 23 August, 2005
11:18 AM

Friday, November 04, 2005

Pre-game, GAMED, post-gamed, POST post-gamed. WOW

alright. so wednesday night. dude. i love sushi. like i love women. not as much but you get the idea. so here it is.

Mailbu, gingerale, poolside conversations, karioke, sushi bar (BUT NO SUSHI!), smashed people singing wonderfully, long island ice tea, key lime shots, greatful deads, etc etc, yum yum people putting chop sticks where they dont belong, hooting, hollaring, laughing, smiling, drunk sake drinkers, order PAPA JOHNS at a resturant and eat it. realize wow im tanked, but far from done. say goodnight to the ladies.

hit up a bar. i know that dude.AMBERBOCK, irish car bombs, Yeager Bombs, yum yum, tasty pussies, more beer, pool sharks, watching ugly chicks get really really pretty, beligerent behavior, chicken wings, juke box, high fives, talking to townies, hitting on their girl friends, watching them get real mad, watching us not care, watching it escalate, keeping my mouth shut, watching my friends run thier mouth, WELCOME TO PALM BEACH MOTHER FUCKER, run. get into the car. watch ten grown men chase after us and karate chop our car. we want revenge. go back. they fled. watch anger build and hands fly through giant glass windows. multiple glass windows. bleeding. bad idea. run back to the car. drive home.

post-post-gamed. finished off the malibu. dont remeber how i got to bed.woke up. WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW

ok. so. this is how it went down. what the hell are we gonna do tonight? its halloween. um. last night i had a rockin time at that bonfire. hell yea. lets have another bonfire. yea. you think we should refill the keg? dude why the hell not.

that was the beginning to a hello-sweet night.

KEGS. MORE KEGS. BEER BONGS. MORE BEER BONGS. girls, girls, girls, costumes, a roarin bonfire, PLENTY of people i like, smiling, laughing, drunkkkkk, free fire wood compliments of wilma, loud music, yelling, KEG STANDs, first timers, ninjas, kissing, smoking, i know that dude.

then. some stupid kid shows up. starts shit. runs his mouth. all hell breaks loose. they lose. we dominate. he sends some kids to show us a lesson. at our party. bad idea.

Mr. Six-foot-five, 300 pounds rolls up with a posse and a two by four in hand. hes really cool. Mr. Confederate army tells everyone at the party that hes gonna find the kid that hit his boy even if hes got to fight everyone till he finds him. pushin people around yellin etc., BELIGERENT is the ONLY word i can think of. and no one likes beligerent. sooo. we convince him that hes definately a pussy if hes holding a two by four. he puts it down. cut to the chase. HE FUCKIN GOT HIS ASS BEAT BY EVERYONE. and i dont feel bad. this giant was on the ground and lost quicker than i can blink. it makes me feel so good that stupid people lose.

to everyone there: WHAT A FUCKIN NIGHT.
11:28 AM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

HALLOWEEN PARTY BASHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 05

ok. so. this is how it went down. what the hell are we gonna do tonight? its halloween. um. last night i had a rockin time at that bonfire. hell yea. lets have another bonfire. yea. you think we should refill the keg? dude why the hell not.

that was the beginning to a hello-sweet night.

KEGS. MORE KEGS. BEER BONGS. MORE BEER BONGS. girls, girls, girls, costumes, a roarin bonfire, PLENTY of people i like, smiling, laughing, drunkkkkk, free fire wood compliments of wilma, loud music, yelling, KEG STANDs, first timers, ninjas, kissing, smoking, i know that dude.

then. some stupid kid shows up. starts shit. runs his mouth. all hell breaks loose. they lose. we dominate. he sends some kids to show us a lesson. at our party. bad idea.

Mr. Six-foot-five, 300 pounds rolls up with a posse and a two by four in hand. hes really cool. Mr. Confederate army tells everyone at the party that hes gonna find the kid that hit his boy even if hes got to fight everyone till he finds him. pushin people around yellin etc., BELIGERENT is the ONLY word i can think of. and no one likes beligerent. sooo. we convince him that hes definately a pussy if hes holding a two by four. he puts it down. cut to the chase. HE FUCKIN GOT HIS ASS BEAT BY EVERYONE. and i dont feel bad. this giant was on the ground and lost quicker than i can blink. it makes me feel so good that stupid people lose.

to everyone there: WHAT A FUCKIN NIGHT.
11:28 AM

Monday, October 31, 2005

kegs, out-of-control, 6 mile expeditions, more kegs, bonfires, off-roading is that it?

find a shell. take it.

keg, house party, women, beer pong, good friends, close friends, best friends, shitloads of liquer,singing songs, smoking joints, smoking bowls, watching eskimo samuri’s chopping the living hell out of everything. including all the red cups. 30 second keg stands. followed by two 2 second kegs stands. cops. oh no. empty the keg? oh no. heres the shell from last night. continue to drink until we realize its late. until we realize clocks are set back an hour. woot. party long and harder. listen to drunk girls try to sing. watching drunk girls lap dance all the drunk men with girlfriends at the party. watching drunk girls get shut down by the sober single guys. evade young drunk girls that want to lose their virginity. watching beer pong. watching drunk kids smoke cigarettes in motorcylce helmets. laughing. alot. wrestleing. breaking glass with my hands. watching girls bathe in my blood. laughing about it. getting tired. hungry. decided it was a great idea to walk home. running, jumping, tripping, swimming, falling, 6miles miles later= pass out infront of my house. wake up from hunger. eat 100 burritos. almost. pass out. wake up at 6. still drunk. watch the sunrise. ask myself wtf am i doing awake at this hour. oh yea jakes got a date. considerate. pick up my jeep. drive home drunk. pass out until i sober up. wake with a smile on my face.

what the hell are you gonna do on a sunday night? bonfire. keg. alot of hurricane demolished wood. gasoline. 25 close friends. offroad. walk on burning embers. get loud. dance. listen to music. eat roasted marshmellows. watch drunk little girls try to make them without igniteing themselves aflame. go hardcore offroading. get stuck. get unstuck. hold on tight. launch girls and friends out of the back of the jeep. try and find them once i realize they arent there anymore. convince people that walking home at that hour and in that condition is not a good idea. take drunk people home. pass out. wake up with blisters on my feet and ash all over my body. look at my jeep and ask myself what the hell did you do last night. beer on the inside and out. half the forests leaves covering the inside. woah cool.

need i say more?

i figured you get the idea.

4:08 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

a selfish blog.

cause its all about me sharing things about myself:

im learning alot. alllooooottt. everyday i am learning more and more about life and myself. ya. and everyday life becomes clearer. not even better. just clearer. Im not afraid of anything. im learning not to be afraid of people, my feelings and other trivial things. I find that my energy could be better used doing contrstructive things to add to the quality and understanding of life, rather than worrying, getting anxiety, and being negetive. so yes. a big change in me. yea ive gone through plenty of changes. oh yea. but they were all external and motivated by all the worng reasons. these are much more real and honest. they are motivated by my desire to achieve and succeed to my full potential. not for the satisfaction of other people, but solely for me.

The people you surround yourself with is a good indicator of the person you strive to be, or be like. The things that motivatate those people and the goals they set for themselves is a good indicator of what motivates you and the goals you have set for yourself. ive resolved to take advantage of knowing that, and take action by surrounding myself with positive uplifting people. i love people but not everyone is heading in the direction i want to go. the goals they set for themselves are not as clear or sound as mine. so yea. while i can maintain relationships with countless people, id rather not spend countless hours with someone whos mentality might just rub me in a way i dont have any desire to go. yeaa. you finish it up.

Routine keeps me focused and motivated. Thats why i must work as often as i do. its not as much that im desperate for money (i need it tho) as much as its keeping myself in a steady routine.

Im reading alot. a shitload. more than ive ever read in my life. more than i ever thought i could read. im currently reading 3 books and listening to another book on CD. I have an overwhelming urge to learn like never before. Im convinced that its based on the premise that i have a desire to be the best mike i can be to myself and to others. In the past two months ive rid myself of countless bad habits that littered my life for years. as a result my quality of life has improved ten fold.

Being healthy has a huge affect on your wellness and how you feel. I realized that i can never expect to think of great things or positive things if i dont physically feel great and nourished. Ive been eating very sound, well balanced meals the past few months and from the start there was an immediate and direct improvement on my mood. I continued to expand on my healthy approach to life to make sure im physically active. When i sit at home and do nothing, i notice im not motivated or excited and i have no real reason to be so. But when i get outside… run, lift, surf, skate, or even take trips and adventures to places ive been meaning to go or see, i find that im more motivated and excited about life. this synergistic effect on me is something i genuinely look forward to everyday. anyway.

so yea. i dont know if i need to go on. thats enough of me for now.

Currently listening:
Back to Bedlam
By James Blunt
Release date: 04 October, 2005
11:36 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

I FINALLY ACQUIRED A CELL PHONE.

For all of you who have grown irritated by the lack of communication you’ve recieved from me for the past few months, fret no more. I have a cell phone. and im just as excited as you are. you could make my day and leave an obnoxious message telling me its about time.

561-339-4274