thinking things

I need to write more. I use to write so much. Just to get it out of my mind. To extrapolate the little whispers and bright ideas I conjure up. I love life. I’ve realized a lot of things recently. Firstly… don’t underestimate the power of a thought or a single word. Secondly, don’t overestimate your understanding.

I should focus and fix my eyes on my desires and never mind the distractions of details that show up all around or on the side.

Something I realized that changed my life tremendously is the idea that I am in control of my thoughts. What that means to me has vastly different impacts than it does on most people. I know that circumstances are temporary. I realize that who I am is a collection of years and years of choices and habits and decisions. I’ve molded myself through my decisions. People let circumstances, opinions, people, feelings, mold them…or they mold their circumstances based on deciding how they choose to perceieve them… aka.. their attitude.

So beautiful today. The gentle rolling zephyr. The pristine blue sky.

I gotta learn not to get ahead of myself. I always try convincing myself of the ideal situation.
I always focus on the positive. I try my best not to use words like ‘always’ and ‘never’. When I do I’m trying to emphasize the firm conviction I have towards the ideal.

I’ve been too busy to think recently. I miss my journal and my books and my philosophers and authors and curiosity and imagination. Everything is rote. Going through the motions. I guess I’m getting good at making habits and staying consistent. I’m good at maximizing my time management and doing what I can to test the limits of my physical and mental capabilities. I miss feelings.

I’ve done what I can to take time for myself and relax and contemplate and reflect. i think its important for the soul. You let the neurons run free. No constructs, expectations, deadlines, goals…. just for a few moments a day I like to stare off into space, watch the sun set over the big burly mountains, listen to the delicate conversations between the birds, watch the blue sky melt into a black landscape strewn with sparkling diamond like stars. I watch the moon take shape and creep towards its apex in the sky. I admire the gold and orange and pink and purple tinge soaking upward on the horizon as the sun sets. I like trees. Big green trees. I lose myself looking at the intricacy of life. When I look at a tree, I imagine its broad and deep root system, its thick trunk sucking up water and nutrients like a straw, feeding its branches and leaves. Bare, the tree looks like its sinewy veins are gasping to reach for sunlight and air.

People. There is a universal condition. I see through the psycho babble we’re brought up to believe. Cultural clashes and genetical abnormalities. I believe there is a universal language in love. No matter who you are, you know and feel love. Whether you are receptive or not is another matter but everyone knows it when they feel it. No matter how broken and bruised. No matter how high the walls protecting their bruised and mishandled heart. People need to trust. They need consistency and stability. They need love that is forever. It hurts to give that up or have it thrown in your face.

interesting lives

Funny the variety of responses generated when asking the definition of success. Funny how the definition of failure is all the same.

People waste their time poking around aimlessly. They poke here and there and never arrive on a definite goal or plan. Their ideals and convictions ebb and flow with the tides of circumstance. They never worry about of the effects of not anchoring to strong foundations. Instead they’re blown about, blaming the oceans and currents for their misfortune. And of course, when they strike something resembling an accomplishment they’re sure to extol their sheer willpower and skill for the win.

People are funny. They’re so lost. I say this with the most humble of hearts. I know the severity of being lost, lying to oneself on a daily basis. I speak knowing the confusion and blindness that wraps its way into the recesses of the mind. I’ve been there too often. Fortunately I’m not too good at lying, whether it be to myself or others. Self deception is the worst of lies. Its the only lie that covers its own tracks. It’s easy to get lost. Working hard doesn’t designate progress. People spend their whole lives convinced they’ve got it figured out. They refuse to be real with themselves and admit that progress should be measured by accomplishments, by reaching and overcoming goals, not through the simple act of motion. Accomplishment should have purpose and meaning and passionate desire.

So they go about their lives, continuing the habits that have brought them exactly where they are today. And if asked how content they were they would reply with a sour response. Or they would lie. And their life would speak the sadness for them.

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I try wondering what it is people live for. Is it material gain? Is it for themselves? Is it for the sake of futile accomplishment? Is it for the glory, the attention, the fleeting moments of instant gratification, the precious glimpse of self worth?

People go through the motions. They are horrible creatures of habit. Usually bad habits. They squander in filth and hapless destruction, trying in vain to wring some satisfaction out of the dry life they live.

People need meaning. I’d offer them God, but they’d reject it in the same notion that god has no place in their life. Sad. They want tangible assurance yet nothing they offer themselves seems to quench their longing.

 

Internship

1)       Why do you want to participate in the program?

     I want to acquire experience. If there is one thing I value over any other ideal, it is the acquisition of experience. Experience fosters wisdom and wisdom breeds success.  Knowledge is useless if it is not properly applied. What I cherish and seek out most often is the opportunity to learn from my experiences.  I’ve come to understand the importance of choosing my experiences wisely and have committed myself to only seeking out the best.  The opportunities I look for allow me to learn more about myself and my capabilities while simultaneously shedding light on my deficiencies. No longer do I see failures as a burden, but rather a blessing. Every challenge I undertake I am tested. When a time comes that I don’t succeed I’m given a unique opportunity to recalibrate my approach, develop myself into a better person, and try again. Without the challenges these experiences bring I’d be unable to gain the proper perspective to refine myself.
            Since being introduced to Southwestern I’ve come to learn of the abundant opportunities for interns to learn by being provided the unique experiences that foster personal growth. In regards to my aspirations for a career in business, Southwestern’s internship comes off as one of the best there is. The idea of putting yourself around other self-disciplined, success-oriented individuals and managing a small business in which your energy input equals the reward output is amazing. Aside from the logistics of accounting and financing and managing your little business, you’re faced with the same personal challenges you’d face in any career.

 2)       Why do you feel like you should be accepted?

        
I have a burning passion to seek excellence in all things. This keeps me intrinsically motivated and determined to accomplish my goals despite the many challenging external factors that arise.  My willingness and openness to gain positive experiences allows me to learn and adapt quickly to new situations.
        My resolve to become successful will never be undermined. While opportunities may come and go and people may pass me by, I will never stop pursuing my desire to succeed. My strong will and familiarity with overcoming tremendously discouraging situations in the past puts me at a unique advantage. I know where I’ve been and I know where I want to be. Nothing will prevent me from getting there.  Whoever’s worked with me knows that I put my best efforts and energies forth all the time.                          
        Aside from how and why Southwestern would serve me, I feel that I have a lot to offer the people I’ll be working with.  Sticking to my convictions and setting an example, I’ve made a commitment to being a leader in all things. A leader knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way. I’m passionate about knowing how to be successful, being successful, and most importantly, helping others achieve success.  Knowing Southwestern provides all the necessary tools and support to succeed, I’m confident that I’m can bring all the motivation and discipline needed to effectively and efficiently use those tools and support to achieve success.  

 3)       What does commitment mean to you and why do you think it is important in an internship like this?             

        I believe in integrity. Integrity requires a certain transparency of character so that what you say and what you do are in line no matter who’s looking or what the circumstances. Commitment is maintaining a sense of integrity with each endeavor I set out to fulfill.
         As it pertains to my life, my commitments directly relate to my highest ideals. Who I strive to be and where I strive to go insist that my actions consistently reflect these ideals.  Aristotle once said “We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act but a habit.”  What I do is who I am. My desire is to declare the integrity and resilience of my character through my commitment to excellence in all things.  When I make commitment, I am pledging my actions to uphold that cause. I choose my commitments wisely to ensure that everything I do resonates with who I am and where I want to be.
        In an internship like Southwestern much is invested into each student. Many people are active in the process to see each person succeed and achieve. In a business internship, and maybe more specifically in sales, it’s vitally important that the student maintains a vision of success for himself. He must be committed to accomplishing that vision no matter what the rejections, no matter what the pressures, no matter what the personal battles he faces. The student must look past the temporary set backs and see himself as the person he’s striving to be. The people who succeed are not victims to their circumstances; they achieve success by making their circumstances. Instead of looking at what is and asking why, they see what isn’t and ask why not. They create themselves into the person to overcome any obstacle.
         In regards to commitment, no one can succeed if they are not committed to succeeding. Calvin Coolidge said “Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence…. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent.”  Success is the result of seeing commitments through till the end.

Sample Resume

) Why do you want to participate in the program?
I want to acquire experience. If there is one thing I value over any other ideal, it is the
acquisition of experience. Experience fosters wisdom and wisdom breeds success. Knowledge is useless if it is not properly applied. What I cherish and seek out most often is the opportunity to learn from my experiences. I have come to understand the importance of choosing my experiences wisely and have committed myself to only seeking out the best. The opportunities I look for allow me to learn more about myself and my capabilities and shed light on my deficiencies. No longer do I see failures as a burden, but rather a blessing. Every challenge I undertake I am tested. When a time comes that I don’t succeed I’m given a unique opportunity to recalibrate my approach, develop myself into a better person, and try again. Without these experiences we’d be unable to gain the proper perspective to refine myself. Since being introduced to you company I have come to learn of the abundant opportunities available for students to glean these experiences.

In regards to my aspirations for a career in business, ***** internship comes off
as one of the best there is. The idea of putting yourself around other self-disciplined, success- oriented individuals and managing a small business in which your energy input equals the reward output is amazing. Aside from the logistics of accounting and financing and managing your business, you’re faced with the same personal challenges you’d face in any career.

2) Why do you feel like you should be accepted?
I have a burning passion to seek excellence in all things. This keeps me intrinsically
motivated and determined to accomplish my goals despite the many challenging external factors that arise. My willingness and openness to gain positive experiences allows me to learn and adapt quickly to new situations.

My resolve to become successful will never be undermined. While opportunities may come and go and people may pass me by, I will never stop pursuing my desire to succeed. My strong will and familiarity with overcoming tremendously discouraging situations in the past puts me at a unique advantage. I know where I’ve been and I know where I want to be. Nothing will prevent me from getting there. The people that work with me know that I put my best efforts and energies forth all the time.

Aside from how and why ***** would serve me, I feel that I have a lot to offer the people working around me. Sticking to my convictions and setting an example, I have made a commitment to being a leader in all things. A leader knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way. I am passionate about knowing how to be successful, being successful, and most importantly, helping others achieve success. Knowing **** provides all the necessary tools and support to succeed, I’m confident that I’m can bring all the motivation and discipline needed to effectively and efficiently use those tools and support to achieve success.

3) What does commitment mean to you and why do you think it is important in an internship like this?
I believe in integrity. Integrity requires a certain transparency of character so that what
you say and what you do are in line no matter who’s looking or what the circumstances. Commitment is maintaining a sense of integrity with each endeavor I set out to fulfill.

As it pertains to my life, my commitments directly relate to my highest ideals. Who I strive to be and where I strive to go insist that my actions reflect these ideals on a daily basis. Aristotle once said “We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act but a habit.” What I do is who I am. My desire is to declare the integrity and resilience of my character through my commitment to excellence in all things. When I make commitment, I am pledging my actions to uphold that cause. I choose my commitments wisely to ensure that everything I do resonates with who I am and where I want to be.

In an internship program like ****** much is invested into each student. Many people are active in the process to see each person succeed and achieve. In a business internship, specifically in sales, it is vital that the student maintains a vision of success for himself. He must be committed to accomplishing that vision no matter what the rejections, no matter what the pressures, no matter what the personal battles he faces. The student must look past the temporary set backs and envision himself as the person he’s striving to be. The people who succeed in this world are not the victims of circumstance; they achieve success by making their circumstances. Instead of looking at what is and asking why, they see what isn’t and ask why not. Through a positive mental attitude they go and look for the circumstances they need to succeed, and if they cannot find them, they make them.

In regards to commitment, no one can succeed if they are not committed to succeeding. Calvin Coolidge said “Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence…. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent.” Success is the result of seeing commitments through till the end.

Humanism and The Odyssey: An Analysis

Examining the Pursuit of Mans Sense of Self

 

 

Success is a humanistic notion. It is man achieving. One definition describes success as the progressive realization of a worthy ideal. The fact that humans are in control of their success or failure, and essentially their fate, is a unique concept that originated in Greek society. When man loses the will to seek answers he effectively relinquishes control over his circumstances, causing him to accept his circumstances as divinely appointed and beyond his control. He accepts the direction of his fate and deemphasizes the importance of his desires and abilities. The humanist, however, maintains optimism towards his current circumstances and places faith in his ability to change those circumstances. The continual pursuit of refining those abilities to achieve his circumstances is what encompasses the idea of arête—excellence. Aristotle said “We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act but a habit.”  The notion of anything less than excellence contradicts humanism and sends man at the mercy of circumstances beyond his control. Homer’s work The Odyssey paints the prescription for all humanists to come as Odysseus battles to overcome circumstances and fulfill his desire to return home.

The humanist is one who cherishes the very highest ideals. At his essence is self-discipline, a persistence and determination that fuels his effort to achieve those ideals. Humanists are concerned with the refinement of their being—their character, intellect, morals—seeking out the very highest reason, virtues, ethics, and ideals in order to aid in the ability of self-actualization. They believe in the cultivation of man to create the most fulfilling life possible.

Throughout The Odyssey Odysseus struggles against harsh circumstances that deter his efforts to return home. He’s buffeted against the waves, stranded on islands, held captive, and blown across seas for more than twenty years. Yet, despite these forces, he continually presses on. The Odyssey shows that while man is subject to circumstances, either external or internal, he is no longer a victim. While gods are present throughout the story they never miraculously save him, nor do they prevent him from achieving. As a whole they are unsuccessful at countering or waiving Odysseus’s strong will to return home.

When examining The Odyssey as a humanistic work, it appears that the gods remain as fixtures of the story that fill in occurrences that would otherwise happen anyway. Homer portrays their acts more as symbols of luck or inspiration that either aid or hinder Odysseus rather than the gods inescapable will to save or condemn him. Interestingly, Odysseus is often compared to Athene in their witty, cunning and sly nature. It seems that the gods are a result of creative explanations for things with unknown origins such as natural occurrences and inspiration. Each time Odysseus faces a set of circumstances and the gods intervene they are shown providing insight and help that Odysseus can choose to heed or ignore. This is also illustrated when Telemachus was approached by Athene to stand up and fulfill his desire to rid his house of the suitors and see his father again. Despite his age and the odds against him he successfully chose to pursue the ideal and overcome the challenges (Homer 90). Illustrating the ability to choose and achieve such choices was a first for a literary work in a world governed by deities and supernatural forces.

A major theme throughout The Odyssey is the idea of light and darkness and it’s symbolism of order and chaos as well as life and death. Humanism is a philosophy of change and the process to achieve that change. It is man coming to know himself and his world, overcoming his savage nature, restoring order, and living life to the fullest.  It is achieved through personal development and refinement by overcoming challenges.  Homer incorporated these elements of humanism not only in Odysseus, but in the overall societal atmosphere of The Odyssey.  Homer used light in association with order and life. King Nestor, Menelaus, and Alcinous had ordered kingdoms, good manners, and tremendous success. They spoke eloquently and maintained high ideals for themselves and their guests. The Phaeacians displayed not only the virtue of xenia, but illustrated the idea of achieving arête through competitive sporting events as well as their unparalleled mastery of the sea. In contrast, darkness represents that of chaos and death, qualities that humanism strives to overcome. The suitors, barbarous and destructive, represent chaos and disorder soon to be overcome by Odysseus, the model humanist. When Odysseus arrives in Ithaca he finds himself in a deep fog that makes his home unrecognizable.  His victory over this darkness comes when he defeats the suitors, showing triumph over chaos and the return of order.

Odysseus can be considered a model for all humanists. The Odyssey displays him maintaining the highest degree of excellence in all his endeavors. His courage is tested time and time again as he approached the most daunting tasks such as facing giants and sorcerers, and even going to Hades (Homer 150). His discipline is displayed in the continual pursuit of his homeland despite the forces he wrestles.  His keen intellect is displayed through his ability to choose his words and actions carefully. His cunning speech deceives his enemies and persuades new friends in order to defeat or win favor. His manners and use of words is so good, that he wins favor with the princess Nausicaa of Phaeacia, despite his nude and ravaged appearance (Homer 81). His physical strengths are seen every time he competes. After all the suitors fail, he is the only one more than able to string the great bow and shoots it precisely through the axe holes (Homer 286). He proves his vastly superior athleticism when he competes at the Phaeacian games and out does all the competition (Homer 99). His knowledge of strategy and war is evident through his conquests of cities and kingdoms (Homer 96). His patience and temperance are evident in the insightful plans to defeat the Cyclops and the suitors (Homer 118, 216). As a whole, Odysseus and his struggles manage to convey a viable exemplar of a true humanist.

The Odyssey also contains, however, contradicting elements of humanism that seem to raise the question of whether or not it accurately portrays humanism. While Odysseus has heroic qualities of achievement, he’s often portrayed as weak and easily fallible to vices such as women and pride, specifically hubris. The obvious cases of his temptation of women can be seen with Calypso and Circe (Homer 66, 133). He easily succumbs to the temptation of women and forgets about his wife Penelope whom, in cases he mentions her, he desperately longs to see.

Odysseus’s pride is another obstacle that interferes with his success many times. While kleos, the Greek word for glory, was something to be sought out and cherished in Ancient Greece, too much can cause devastating effects and invoke hubris, considered the greatest of sins in ancient Greece. Hubris is the overabundance of self pride that causes arrogance and self confidence, usually resulting in showing off or putting someone down for personal gratification. This was illustrated during Odysseus’s encounter with the Cyclops Polyphemus when he taunts the Cyclops after cunningly escaping from his captivity (Homer 123). Odysseus’s hubris almost cost him his life and the lives of his crew members when the giant threw boulders at his ship. Additionally, even after surviving the close call, he gloated even more, disclosing his name to the one eyed giant who later proved to be Poseidon’s son.  His overabundance of pride resulted in causing more problems than any other single factor throughout his quest to return home. Hubris also is seen when retribution is being served. Clear cases of this occurred when Odysseus slaughter’s his betrayers and the suitors. He mutilated and butchered Melanthius and ruthlessly beheaded Leodes even after he asked for forgiveness (Homer 292, 296). He also killed all but twelve maids after they were ordered to clean up the bloody corpses. These examples are presented as paradoxical to the notion of humanism and the honor, virtue and excellence it stands for.

These faults, however, can be cleverly considered one of two ways. At first glance, one can view Odysseus as a proud individual of self-indulgence who does his best to boost his image while disregarding the life of anyone who undermines him. On the other hand, further examination reveals that Odysseus is battling normal human struggles and vices. When considering the cause and effect of his actions, the reader is shown not what to do, but what not to do. His love of women caused him to stay with the beautiful Calypso for seven years while his hubris causes even more immense problems with Poseidon’s fury. The humanistic theme is preserved when the work is read as an honest portrayal of the human condition illustrating the challenges faced when striving to actualize ones desires and achieve arête. It depicts Odysseus as a normal human who’s fallible and imperfect despite his reputation and ideals. His mistakes never prevent him from achieving his desire no matter what the misery. Humanism involves cultivating one’s life through temperance by avoiding the obstacles and vices that hinder fulfillment.  The Odyssey vividly conveys the essence of persisting to overcome struggles through its characters.

The Odyssey further exemplifies the humanistic element as a quintessential work of literature. The complex characters, deep storylines, and metaphorical relationships embody the holistic quality of writing one would expect from a humanistic work. Even its prose and syntax reinforce the idea of arête by providing a concise and relatable text that has endured as an unparalleled work of art. The word andra, or man, placed as the very first word of The Odyssey proves to further signify the importance of man in a Homeric world.

The Odyssey provides the first example of a human’s will being the central component of their fate. Everything about it points to the significance of man in creating his world. This provided the framework of western thought that has propelled so much of our achievement. This Homeric epic shaped the ancient Greek culture that emphasized the importance of man seeking arête to cultivate his world. This introduced the importance of an individual’s thought and ability to reason, prompting the philosophy of modern humanities, modern democracy, and modern science. Whatever Homer’s original intent, he was successful at epitomizing humanism in every element of The Odyssey.

 

 

 

 

Bibliography

 

Homer, and E.V.Rieu. The Odyssey. 3rd Ed.. London, England: The Penguin Group, 1946.