Month: June 2005

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Saturday, June 25, 2005

I BET YOURE JEALOUS NOW
i got a new kitty. i bet youre jealous now. his names Hart – and hes a gangsta.

so today i had meetings all day. Important people, job interviews, small groups, etc., Got a new job and have another pending (PRAY I GET IT-MUCHO DALLORES) i surfed all day- nice and fun waves. got some sun.. hm… went to small groups tonight… went out hung out with alot of people i hadnt seen in the longest time. fun fun fun. ooo and i got my kitty.

7:04 AM

Compilation of posts: May 28- June 25

Saturday, June 25, 2005 

surfed all day in fort pierce. 1-4 ft waves…. fun tho. got a lil sunburn.

3:09 PM 
 
Saturday, June 25, 2005 

i got a new kitty. i bet youre jealous now. his names Hart  – and hes a gangsta.

 

so today i had meetings all day. Important people, job interviews, small groups, etc., Got a new job and have another pending (PRAY I GET IT-MUCHO DALLORES) i surfed all day- nice and fun waves. got some sun.. hm… went to small groups tonight… went out hung out with alot of people i hadnt seen in the longest time. fun fun fun. ooo and i got my kitty.

7:04 AM 
 
Friday, June 24, 2005 

Interesting test… tell me if you think the results are accurate about me. ha.
 

Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Altruism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||| 43%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36%
trait snapshot:
messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting
 
Big Five Test Results

Extroversion ||||||||||||||||

64%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 44%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||| 58%
Altruism |||||||||||||||| 66%
Inquisitiveness |||||||||||||||||||| 86%

12:39 AM 
 
Wednesday, June 22, 2005 

Lets destroy each other because we’re too cool for love lines and soft kisses over cheap wine. Smoke me baby like your last cigarette and whisper to me- say you’ll never forget. Could you break my heart a little more? Shove my body against yours and kiss me like you mean it 😉

 

Yea i got another lil tat-post pictures later.

9:17 PM 
 
Sunday, June 19, 2005 

 "i am forever working on finding you a reason to breath on" she said with a smile. my heart lightened and the grass grew all around us. she will be mine. no longer will i wrestle with the dregs of guilt or conviction. if its watering you want youve come to the right heart. i will spill mine as  long as my heart beats for you. ive wispered this dream to myself before- id like to wisper it to you.

 i disappeared. i will disappear. i got involved with the wrong people. involved with the wrong places. involved with the wrong things. i am ok. im not dead. i will be better.

9:46 PM 
 
Wednesday, June 15, 2005 

fuck you all.

12:35 PM 
 
Sunday, June 12, 2005 

so yea. i got kicked out of my house. petty bullshit i think.. no cell, no home phone. if you wanna reach me leave me a message and eventually i might recieve it. 

1:54 PM 
 
Saturday, June 04, 2005 

Never thought i’d say this but: i think im bored with drugs and alcohol. wow.SXE for me HA

12:35 PM 
 
Tuesday, May 31, 2005 

500pm Monday after noon.  gettin high at the figure 8. with jesse and jarod. Dino calls me. hes with Devin and Eric. We meet up. Jarod and jesse go home. i go with Dino. We chill. Took some shots of GM and wiskey. went to the beach. skim boarded. came home. decided that we should get drunk. no beer.

Dino has a stroke of genius. He dresses up in hobo clothes, a big jean jacket, a winter hat  a 2 foot scraggly beard and aviator glasses. he incorporates a haggard drunk strung out voice to accomadate the attire. We go to sunoco, he goes in and comes back out. With 2 12 packs of BL!. wooooot.

we go back to dinos, pound 6 beers each. listen to dino jam on the guitar. we rate the songs that are goin on his new CD. awesome shit. smoke cigarettes. I officially got branded last night. the infamous heart on the right hand. it means= I am committed to going to colorado with dino the crew as soon as possible. (when i get out of the marines.) we decide to go on a drunken adventure. we walk to the BEACH. we’re singing loudly, dancing in the road, hootin and hollaring. laughing. get to the beach. watch the lightning storm thats far out at sea. sit on the beach and chill. We notice a LARGE mass moving on the shore. we’re like is that a turtle. we run up. ITS A 300lb SEA TURTLE. WE SHIT. so crazy. we’re all touchin it and tryin to pick it up. unfortunately it overpowered up and pulled us into the ocean before we let go.so we walk , totally stoked that we just saw a friggen SEA TURTLE. we’re hungry. THIRSTY TURTLE WINGS. its like 1130. they’re kitchen is closed. they tell us to go to Kirbys. we venture to kirbys. JUST IN TIME to witness ladies getting naked for money. ofcourse us young bucks get excited and started throwin money around. A 30 year old GUIDANCE counselor from Ohio is on the bar stool givin us a peep show for our dollar bills. WHAT THE F. how crazy is that. we’re all drunk and order wings while all this mayhem at the bar is goin on. naked women crazy stuff. eat our wings. arm wrestling goin on.  some 35 yearold dude is arm wrestling my friends while we sit outside and shoot the shit. hes like arm wrestle me. im like ok. i beat this guy. i dont think ive seen a guy so humiliated. an 18 year old drunk kid beat this 35 year old. i found it funny. 6 tries later i still beat him. funniest shit ever. ppl are drunk and rowdy. guys are doin back flips and walkin around on thier hands. wow. drunk ladies (with their husbands) are tellin us about the amazing head they give. my friends are all about this. haha. hittin on these older women like theyre gonna get some. it was funny. we go back to dinos, drink some more. smoke a bowl. chill out. listen to music. and…. pass out. wake up. its morning. have a grit and coffee.  its pouring out. Lets go to the beach. we get up, put on some dirty shorts and go to the beach. skim board and shit. its all shitty out and we look like lunatics runnin around the streets half naked. go back to his house shower off and go home. what a night.

 

That was my monday night.

7:34 PM 
 
Saturday, May 28, 2005 

i worked till 1130. dropped some E (yay). went to a beach party. fighting everywhere. people everywhere. dont know whats goin on. no more alcohol. kegs dry. whatev.ppl r everywhere.  po po roll up. outta nowhere. i realize the situation at hand. i shit and run my ass off to the car. i dive head first in some bushes so that i might be able to elude the blue monsters. run on the beach for a good, eh, fuckin mile.. (felt like it) find the car. get in. go to taco bell to chill out and figure out what the fuck happened. watch police and abulences spontaneously spawn from every corner of jupiter. heard that someone died. (seriously tho) im freakin out. but dont care cause im rollin. i call bunches of ppl up. leave a few dozen messages. pick up a 12 pack. go back to my house where i was gonna have ppl over.  go to my neighbors house. party. brooke calls me back. told her i wanted to see her. she said stop by in this newhaven party. go there. rollin balls. drank 10 beers. really drunk. dont remember fine details. i liked everyone at the house i was at. i go home round 3. chill at my neighbors. talk to gay guys about life. very enlightening. im rollin till about 6 this morning. i see the sun peak its rays over the horizon. i realize i should probably go to bed. i had work at 10 this morning.

that was my friday night.

9:17 PM 

Very Interesting- Comment

Friday, June 24, 2005

Very Interesting- Comment
Interesting test… tell me if you think the results are accurate about me. ha.

Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||||||||| 66%
Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Altruism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism |||||| 30%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||| 16%
Need to dominate |||||||||| 36%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 43%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||||||||||||| 63%
Dependency |||||||||||| 50%
Change averse |||||| 23%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||| 43%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||| 36%
trait snapshot:
messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting

Big Five Test Results
Extroversion |||||||||||||||| 64%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 44%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||| 58%
Altruism |||||||||||||||| 66%
Inquisitiveness |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
12:39 AM

I got a new tattoo

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

I got a new tattoo

Lets destroy each other because we’re too cool for love lines and soft kisses over cheap wine. Smoke me baby like your last cigarette and whisper to me- say you’ll never forget. Could you break my heart a little more? Shove my body against yours and kiss me like you mean it 😉

Yea i got another lil tat-post pictures later.

9:17 PM

I got a new tattoo

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

I got a new tattoo
Lets destroy each other because we’re too cool for love lines and soft kisses over cheap wine. Smoke me baby like your last cigarette and whisper to me- say you’ll never forget. Could you break my heart a little more? Shove my body against yours and kiss me like you mean it

Yea i got another lil tat-post pictures later.

9:17 PM

My spotless mind

my spotless mind

“i am forever working on finding you a reason to breath on” she said with a smile. my heart lightened and the grass grew all around us. she will be mine. no longer will i wrestle with the dregs of guilt or conviction. if its watering you want youve come to the right heart. i will spill mine as long as my heart beats for you. ive wispered this dream to myself before- id like to wisper it to you.

i disappeared. i will disappear. i got involved with the wrong people. involved with the wrong places. involved with the wrong things. i am ok. im not dead. i will be better.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

my spotless mind

Sunday, June 19, 2005

my spotless mind
“i am forever working on finding you a reason to breath on” she said with a smile. my heart lightened and the grass grew all around us. she will be mine. no longer will i wrestle with the dregs of guilt or conviction. if its watering you want youve come to the right heart. i will spill mine as long as my heart beats for you. ive wispered this dream to myself before- id like to wisper it to you.
i disappeared. i will disappear. i got involved with the wrong people. involved with the wrong places. involved with the wrong things. i am ok. im not dead. i will be better.

9:46 PM