Wednesday, March 14, 2007
gosh
i need to tell you- i think you’re pretty sick for even entertaining the idea that I’d cheat on my girlfriend- and i think you’re really sick for actually trying to get me to do it. I would never cheat. Not with someone i care about and especially not with someone who cares about me as much as Ariel does. i almost laugh when i think about it. sometimes i think you’ve got it together and it looks real attractive. other times i think deep inside you’re the same girl i decided to stop talking to years ago. confused and confused. i thought you grew up but gosh i was wrong. maybe you still need to grow up and i need to give you a few more years. maybe its not about growing up- maybe its just the way you are and not any amount of time can change that. its sad to watch the people you love or once loved fail to surprise you with behavior not suitable for someone with so much positive potential.
9:45 AM