I yearn for perfection. The problem with perfection is that there are no worldly examples to follow. Only flawed men and thier flawed Ideas. The more you learn, or choose to see, the more disappointed you become as imperfections arise. I like studying what works.I analyze as many examples I can find.Deep inside resides an analytical perfectionist who constructs reality with the few successful ideas i stumble across in my search. reality is not set in stone however.IT has a way of proving my hard earned perceptions as unreliable sources of comfort. I know, often by blind faith, that in the end I have the choice to make everything better.