Sometimes i desire to be simple. Where the weight of my words were never weighed and i could breath a thought as easily as i felt it. Where I can be in the here and now and enjoy the twinkle of satisfaction from feeling free of over thinking. Where I wasn’t in constant struggle with my past habits. Where I could tell people what i really thought and i wouldn’t involving me holding anything back. My thoughts are like streams and rivers that run dry or come crashing with such force that people can’t hold it all. My mind is like a endless surge that rises above mountains and sinks below the sand all in a day. I have passion and desire that can be contrasted and compared to love & hate.
I want to contribute. I go out of my way to make connections. i don’t ever feel like i waste my time when i experience new things. ever. i love every foreign concept, novel idea, new experience, or unique people. I want to incorporate as much novelty as i can into my life.
my eyes scan the back of my mind. My gaze is transient. My heart pumps images and flashes into the trenches of understanding.
William Dare 