today.

So I’m retaking the SAT’s…. its been six years since I’ve taken them. They’ve changed a little. I’m not looking forward to studying… I got about two weeks to study every day. I estimate I’ll need to study a minimum of 4 hours every day to achieve the test score I need. Discipline. Do I have it??

I had a dream. I’ve been having some weird ones lately. Last nights was crazy. It was about my summer job. I was working with a bunch of my friends and we were just thrown out onto the book field. We talked to people as we went house to house. They were cool. It was bizzare. I can’t put everything that happened into words.

I know this kid. He’s an alcoholic. His face in my dream was really red. You know how an alcoholics face gets… all red from the caustic properties of the ethanol. His face was peeling. Almost like sunburn. He was all hungover. A total wreck.

Last night I went to a restaurant/club with my friend… it was called… DadA’s. The DJ played very cultured and awesome music. One band… The Brian Jonestown massacre… very awesome & highly recommended. Good times.

I need to work out. Its been many months. Like two. Which is totally unsat. Its disgusting. I ran the other day and have been biking but its no replacement for some metal free weights. I feel like I put on a few pounds… A first in my life. Many would say I looked better than ever, that I look normal… and that the really fit, muscular look was unattractive. I think those people are on crack. Since when was being in shape unattractive? I don’t need bulging muscles… but I do need to be lean and cardiovascularly competent. hmph.