2dai.

Today is awesome!

i love doing things I don’t want to do… but know I should… and deep inside my heart… i really do want to do them. Gosh.

I started lifting again. Lifting is my deal. Dunno why. It seems like everyones deal. but its my deal cause when i get into it i feel great, look great, and life seems conquerable. Its all about routine. and sleep. Sleep is a biggy. No one wants to lift big heavy weights when they are all tired and what not. I’ve noticed that when I lift I always get my other stuff done. Its like exercising will power. Who the hell wants to lift metal for the sheer hell of it? Not too many people. I certainly don’t. But its rewarding. Although not always short term, most definitely long term… and especially long long term. I wanna be a jacked dad and husband. heh.

anyway. Things are seeming manageable at the moment. I learned that the papers I thought were late actually aren’t. Which is nice. super nice really. I did finish one of them… it was actually due this friday. The lab should get done by this evening… and is due tomorrow. whew. I always blow things outta proportion. Its not the most becoming habit.

I’m drinking tea at the moment. Its DELICIOUS. omg… its Red Tea… made with the Adrican Rooibos Herb… made by The Republic of Tea…. its flavor is.. ‘Good Hope Vanilla’… a “Naturally caffeine-free rooibos blended with vanilla and a hint of cream”… my gosh…. so yummy.