my last exams tomorrow. I wake in 6 hours to eat and study for an hour and a half.

i have a strong desire to see through it all. perceptive. insightful. keen. sagacious. when i look at situations and people my intention is to look into and beyond whats happening. examine the persons intentions. examine the outlook of the situation. all the factors involved. i dont want to get caught up in a rush and miss a moment of observance. of course this mode does not consume my entire day. i am tired.