This week was a difficult week. I had heavy feels. My thoughts weren’t exceedingly deep, but my heart was heavy, for no particular reason. I slept in. I slacked off. I stayed up late. I napped. I did not fake it to anyone, not the wife, not my colleagues. I was honest about where I was and how I was feeling. I genuinely feel you can’t process and move on any other way.
I would really like to take psychedelics sometime soon. It’s been roughly two years since we conceived on Lucy and I’ve had no experiences since.
I need to go to bed. There is no use staying up this late. I would like to process some thoughts and feelings while I’m up, but I’m contemplating the expense this will take.
I really need to figure out who I need to be to achieve what I want. I need to figure out who people, my clients, would like to associate with. I need to be very strategic. This needs much thought. In addition to business support strategy.
I want to go backpacking with B, J, and D. Somewhere new, exciting, remote, adventurous.
Where to find inspiration?
Do I want to own my own business? How do I achieve this.
William Dare 