Sunday, June 19, 2005
my spotless mind
“i am forever working on finding you a reason to breath on” she said with a smile. my heart lightened and the grass grew all around us. she will be mine. no longer will i wrestle with the dregs of guilt or conviction. if its watering you want youve come to the right heart. i will spill mine as long as my heart beats for you. ive wispered this dream to myself before- id like to wisper it to you.
i disappeared. i will disappear. i got involved with the wrong people. involved with the wrong places. involved with the wrong things. i am ok. im not dead. i will be better.