Do I want to be a force? Are there neutral forces? Must I be positive or negative? There will always be consequences for my actions. Will my intentions always yield the best circumstances? Ying yang stuff. forces. blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
What on EARTH. I’ve decided that everything is blah. thats it.. blah. nothing matters. everything is trivial. EVERYTHING. In the end… it doesnt matter. I make it matter. I decide what matters. I decide what ultimately is a cost. What ultimately is a reward. Nothing is what it seems. Temporal. Everything.