Girl.

I met a girl not too long ago. I want to tell you about her.

So i met her through my mother. She’s always tryin to hook me up with these blonde bombshells. I think she wants to keep the blonde hair, blue eye genes in the fam (I’m blonde, my mothers blonde, my sisters are blonde). Anyway…

So we became acquainted like a year ago…emailed a few times (she was in australia and new zeland) I met her officially a few weeks ago. Shes very interesting. I don’t know what else to say about her. Shes all over the place.. out going and ADD like. Not usually the girls I like. Usually I like the classy girls, refined and elegant. This girl is all about adventure and risks… jumpin off bridges, climbing stuff, surfing, skating, etc, which is totally cool with me. She brings out my playful side.

So like… we hung out a few times before I left for school… didn’t really drink… just like.. played… had fun… chilled.

OOoo… It was so funny.. after we met for lunch and we were saying goodbyes I told her I’d enjoyed her and I’d like to do this again. She reciprocated the appreciation.
The next day we made plans… I asked if she was down for sushi… she asked if I was down for latin dance. Wow. I never done that before. Shes a ‘Medicinal & Biological Chemistry’ & ‘Dance’ major… with minors in biology and mathematics. Anyway… her latin dance class needed some males as partners… and she invited me along.

Now… this was way outside my comfort zone. Totally outside my comfort zone… BUT… I’m up for new things. So I went. It was funnyyy. I was totally too serious. She laughed at me alot. It was fun! I was just tryin to do well… learn something. I’m not the one for salsa… ha.

Anyway.. apparently she’s got a boyfriend who lives in australia. ‘first serious relationship’ she says. Which i think is bogus as crap. Who the hell gets into their first serious relationship with someone they met for a few months.. and in australia? so whatever. I obviously don’t care.

So anyway.. she calls me and texts me and we hang out. Now that I’m back at school we’ve been talkin every night. Some weird shit happened a few days ago thought. I made a harmless comment about… something that possibly insinuated something about us. I dont even know. She write me this email sorta freakin out and blowin up on me like like I’d ignore her if she wasn’t goin out with someone so shes skeptical about us.

First of all… thats just freakin crazy biotch stuff. Usually I’d never talk to them again… but this girl… in all her craziness… is fragile in my eyes. I just interpret that as her bein a flaky girl… who is insecure. So I reply with a big… ‘wtf are you talking about?’… but obviously alot nicer. and she apologize and explained that shes had too many guys try gettin with her lately and than not talkin to her once she rejects them. Ok… crazy still. But I continue to look past. I back off and explain I’m not lookin for anything… no relationship (I’m in freakin Vermont… shes in florida.. whytf would I do that after just meeting her?). This helps things. We still talk every night. Despite her flaky behavior…I still think shes amazing. I’m crushin. I don’t care what kinda girl you are… if you call a guy every night… constantly stumble on all the similarities the two of you have… even after you have a boyfriend… than you like the dude. Don’t care if you say how great of friend you are. I personally think she thinks I’ll break her little heart and that scares her. I sorta just made up my mind that I like her and thats about it.

🙂