I want to start calling shit as it is. Fake. Disingenuine. Fuck it all. I hate 90% of what I see. Is it my problem… probably. I dont give a shit. I want to plow over it. Its so superficial. So plastic. so temporal. so much bullshit. I’m lyin in bed typin without my eyes open. I dont care if this reads coherently or not. I hate everything. Fuck it all. I broke up with my girlfiend this evening. Not because I didndt care for her, but because I didnt think she cared for me. Is that wrong? I’m not sure but im fucked up. .