at this point in my life i have no room for color. as much as i want to paint to picture with vivid emotions and colors im forcing myself to wait. i need to engineer myself a life first. no play. no love. no feelings. ill keep the ones that i get from accomplishments and successes but other than that i cant seem to find a good reason to allow any of my energy to be wasted with those things that come and go. those short lived pursuits of happiness. little fits of feelings. no. id rather not have them lead me. i can make myself a good life. get all my thinking out of the way now before i retreat to the depths and arteries of love.
William Dare 